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Ok, i've being binging
and feel like a total failure
don't know how to stop
and how to start regaining
control.
I've found groups here about some other stuff
that concerns to me like clean and sober
and another one about depression and music and stuff.
Ithanx god i'm not as depressed as i was
i was suicidal and now going to a depression comunity
really made me realize how far i've come
i'm still self-destructive and still have an ED
but i can live w/ it-------->The ED i mean!
And it's being a while since i updated my
own journal.
In A Nutshell:
I'm a failure
i feel huge and
stupid
i'm not depressed
and more....
But monday i'll start w/ the 2468
my version of course 0-2-4-6-8-0
I pick the calories sundays between
200 and 800 or i can choose to fast
I like to have options that's why it was
so hard for me to follow the ABC....
and feel like a total failure
don't know how to stop
and how to start regaining
control.
I've found groups here about some other stuff
that concerns to me like clean and sober
and another one about depression and music and stuff.
Ithanx god i'm not as depressed as i was
i was suicidal and now going to a depression comunity
really made me realize how far i've come
i'm still self-destructive and still have an ED
but i can live w/ it-------->The ED i mean!
And it's being a while since i updated my
own journal.
In A Nutshell:
I'm a failure
i feel huge and
stupid
i'm not depressed
and more....
But monday i'll start w/ the 2468
my version of course 0-2-4-6-8-0
I pick the calories sundays between
200 and 800 or i can choose to fast
I like to have options that's why it was
so hard for me to follow the ABC....
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